此时此刻

是的，明天要去做工了。
有一点点担心，毕竟新环境总是让人害怕。
我有时真的会觉得自己很没用。
什么事都做不好，什么事都害怕
没有一点自信心，也不能讨人欢心。

挫败感就是这样吧。
心理很不安
上帝啊，可不可以给我一点安慰。
现在的我很无助，也很无奈。
想找人诉说，却发现，自己没办法说
为什么，不得而知。

今天一整天就面对电脑，
不是看戏，就是玩游戏，
生活很无聊，乏味。
我好累，好累。

DO OR NOT DO?

是的，妈妈帮我找到了一份工作。
可是可是为什么是在超级市场？
这样会遇到很多熟人耶。
然后我最讨厌的就是这样。
不喜欢被人撞见拉。

其实我也不知道为何会这样想耶，
真的是不想拉。
可是，我也不想浪费这个假期阿
趁机赚一笔好象也不错，
不想整天躲在家吃了睡，然后就看电视。
这样的日子很无聊，很浪费生命。
算了，看到熟人就看到贝，
顶多大方的打个招呼就好。
顺便在那里吸取经验。

这个假期我有很多的计划。
好多好多。
想去剪头发，然后做facial
从来没做过耶，不知道是什么感受。

我总是这样担心着还没发生的事情。
不想的，可是总会情不自禁。
我真的很怕在那里认识不到朋友，
或者没事做。
其实真的没事做真的很无聊很无聊。
希望这份工作会让我印象深刻吧。

我们分手吧！

嗯，我又来了，刚才才看完一部电影，
 有所感触，就上来分享了。
《分手合约》

其实剧情很老套，看了前面，都可以猜到后续发展了。
只是，生病的那一part有些些许感动。
每次，看到这边的时候，心里都难免有些
心酸，为什么相爱的人要被迫分开？
我明白世上有很多事情不是我们说了算。
生老病死也是自然的定律。
可是，还是会很无奈和很多的不解。
然后我就会在想，是不是如果再找到爱人，
那之前的是不是就不是真爱？
真爱，不都只有一个吗？
那现在的爱人，是代替品还是才是真爱？

算了，我只是没事做，脑袋想问问罢了。

 


  








不过话说，白百何不错美下。
可是前面真的有吓倒我拉。
不好看，我还想说哪里来的恐龙妹，
看久了也才想说不错啦。
有刘海比较nicee，也比较YOUNG
这张有点像SUZY啦

好啦，只是简单的分享，然后搁笔。

                                                                                              sometime we need to learn to appreciate 

                                                                                              before it is TOO LATE.

                                                                                                              

AAAAAAFTER AAAAA LONGGGG TIMEEEEE

yes, im coming back.
Gosh, i really din come back for a long time like 2 years?
2 years did happen a lot of thing, A LOT.
Like i get my spm result like finally, yes GOD BLESS
i manage to get straight A's

Now, i m just graduated from foundation at kbu college.
Seriously, foundation really frustrated me a lot.
I feel that i am not that capable in study anymore.
I am lost.
Waiting for my sem three result, hope is not bad.

Yea, went for muet speaking test this morning.
Ok, not really that good.
But at least i felt good LOL
the guy in my group is just so handsome and friendly.
Helped us a lot though
Maybe one of the reasons i like him because he praised me
HAHAHHAHAH

Well, foundation life is a one year life that is quite special and memorable for me
because i went out to study for the very first time
get to know a lot of friends
which helped me a lot.
Yeah, i found that i always encounter a lot of good people
in my life. Like you, you and you.
You know who is ur friend when u r in trouble or in hot water.
I really touched and even cry when i was on the bus
on the way to airport.
Ok, i know i am too emotional, yea buttt it was like
we duno when do we ever have a chance to meet again
maybe we are just two parallel line which intersect for a while
then cross out back to the the straight and long parallel line
we never knew if there is a chance we can see each other in the future.
That Actually Make Me Scare and Sad.

ohya, i actually forgot to tell that i have a boyfriend already.
yeeeea, my first and hopefully the last boyfriend.
I will talk more about him in the next post.
Think i going to blog more coz it is real boring at home.
SERIOUSLYYYYY
See u next post :D